what ever happened

I want to be forgotten,
and I don't want to be reminded.
You say "please don't make this harder."
No, I won't yet.

I wanna be beside her.
She wanna be admired.
You say "please don't make this harder."
No, I won't yet.

Oh dear, is it really all true?
Did they offend us and they want it to sound new?
Top ten ideas for countdown shows...
Whose culture is this and does anybody know?
I wait and tell myself "life ain't chess,"
But no one comes in and yes, you're alone...

You don't miss me, I know.

Oh Tennessee, what did you write?
I come together in the middle of the night.
Oh that's an ending that I can't write, 'cause
I've got you to let me down.

I want to be forgotten,
and I don't want to be reminded.
You say "please don't make this harder."
No, I won't yet.

I want to be beside her.
She wanna be admired.
You say "please don't make this harder."
No, I won't yet... 

pick up lines.

Dear gentleman. As a girl,i think every girls would easily turn on to a man who possesses a sense of humor in his characteristic. i mean,bukan yg merepek2 tak tentu pasal. i don't like that. it's annoying. menyampah je. just be the real you. kalau mmg tak kelakar tu,jgn byk ckp. diam je. tak yah sibok2 buat bising. barulah cool. kan. :) so,one of the ways to attract women is to be able to approach them confidently. some guys can be funny, amusing or witty but what is important is to be able to say the right words. to win a girl's heart is damn hard when she already hates you from the first moment she saw you. maybe you're not her type. uh-oh. guys from different parts of the world use different pick up lines, some may be subtle, others may be funny or some might just be too straight forward. ayat mesti kasi power. but,beware,sometimes pick up lines won't work especially when you try on a stone heart girl,like me. ahha. sorry. sokay,love will come later. no worries. so,here are the top sweet pickup lines that guys usually use to tackle a girl. i think they're sweet. if one day a man (my Mr Right) really mean what he says,not merely a sweet pick up lines to make me his one, i mean,he has to be honest with me. i would fall in love with him again and again. kan. ahha. good luck dude.

If you were a new sandwich at Mcdonalds, you’de be called McGorgeous. 

1. Can you recommend a bank where I can make a deposit? Because I'm planning to save all my love for you.
2. Are you a bee? If so, can you be my honey?
3. Are you the owner of Crayola? Because you always give color to my life.
4. Are you fond of sugar? Because your smile is always so sweet.
5. I hate to say this but you are like my underwear because I can't last a day without you.
6. Do you have a driver's license? Because you are driving me crazy.
7. Excuse me. May I know if you are a dictionary? Because you give meaning to my life.
8. I do not know your height but I have been thinking hard how you were able to fit inside my heart.
9. Are you a denture? Because I can't smile without you.
10. I'm starting to like you less because I'm beginning to love you more.
11. I brought you roses just to show how beautiful you are. you're my roses.
12. When you are not around, I feel that I am always in a traffic jam because I can't move on.
13. You seem like a sweet person. Will you mind if I taste you to find out?
14. I think I'm having an asthma attack! Because you take my breath away.
15. Do you have an eraser? Because I can't erase you from my mind.
16. Hey! You look like someone I know! My next girlfriend.
17. Can I get your picture to prove to all my friends that angels do exist?
18. Does your watch have a second hand? I want to know how long it took for me to fall in love with you.
19. Ever since I met you, you have lived in my heart without paying any rent.
20. Hey I lost my phone number, can I have yours

You must be the reason for global warming because you’re hot. uuh 

hahaha. hadui..

anyone yg nga frust atau tensen2 tuh. jom layan jap tgk video feberet aku ni. i like these whacko dude. hahaha.

tolong. lawaknye dorg nih!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. kenape la wat lawak mcm ni. tak leh blah aku dekah. hadui. haha

my perfect little world

In my perfect little world, people greet,
they kiss and hug each time they meet.
Friends hold hands, and calm your fears;
they stick around to wipe your tears.

But in the world today, we just don’t care,
and showing love is somewhat rare.
When times are fun all friends are near,
then things get tough and most disappear.

In my perfect little world, we give and share;
we make it a point, to show we care.
We live to love, and love to live,
and find it easy to forgive.

But in the world today we strive on greed,
and crave the things we rarely need.
We step on others to get our way,
and hurt with what we do or say.

In my perfect little world, children smile,
and parents go that extra mile.
No child is ever harmed or hurt,
abused or treated just like dirt.

But in the world today most people cry,
and only pray in case they die.
We’ve given in to all that’s bad,
and then complain that life is hard.

In my perfect little world were all the same
and life is not a spiteful game.
People are loyal, honest and just,
and value the gift of friendship and trust.

But in the world today it seems,
we’ve lost all hope or goals and dreams.
Malicious acts are seen as witty,
I think it’s sad and such a pity.

Gabrielle Llambias

bengang.

recently i worked part time at kfc near my place. baru je dlm seminggu, sepanjang aku keje,ade satu hari tu paling bangang di dunia pernah aku alami. waktu tu aku keje shift pukul 3 sampai 12tghmlm. aku bahagian csc,cleaner je. insiden yg paling bongek aku kena ialah pd hari isnin yg lalu. aku masuk keje mcm biase,kemas2 meja mkn,sapu floor,basuh pinggan. etc. customer ptg tu ramai la jgk,ulang alik basuh pinggan. of course la penat,but that doesn't stop me to do it. taleh manjekan diri ni. tapi dlm sibuk2 tu aku tak lupe tunaikan solat,slalunye aku mintak izin sir (manager aku) sbb nk mintak kunci surau yg kecik and kosong. opps. usually lepas solat,i'll immediately go to the washroom inside the restaurant. lepas siap2 dlm toilet,aku pon bergegas nk continue duty as a cleaner. kdg2 customer kat sini makan mengalahkan hanjing,opps. mkn sepah2 terabur sane sini,x bertamadun langsung,urgh! aku yg kena kutip sisa2 mknn dorg,huh. aku pun kemas meja yg berselerak dgn cekal even i feel terribly annoyed with ppl like this. nasib baik telinge aku sumbat mp3 player,layankan je. tapi aku pelik sbb sepanjang aku wat keje org asik pandang2 je. ade sorang mamat kacak pandang aku senyum2. aku tatau nk respon cane,aku biakan jela. wat dunno and wat keje bersungguh2. and lepas basuh pinggan,aku gi tempat basuh tgn sbb nk tgk cleanliness area tu. tibe2,aku didatangi oleh seorang wanita muda,dan dia seorang cikgu. aku perasan dia asik pandang2 aku je dari sebelum aku pegi basuh pinggan lagi. lebih kurang sejam jgk la dia dgn ank2 murid dia lepak. she came very close to me and whispered something to my ears. aku mase tu tgh dgr lagu,aku pause kejap mp3 yg aku hide kat lam uniform. aku dah gelabah dah dia rapat2 camtu. apela cik kak ni nk bisik kat aku. sebenarnye dia dtg dekat dgn aku sbb nk ckp:

cikgu tu: dik,kalau akak cakap ni adek jgn malu tau,buat biase je.
aku: hah? aa,ok. ( aku kalut time ni)
cikgu tu: em,zip seluar adek terbukak. adek zip seluar tak?

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ciss! wadde fork. aku nk tergelak pon ade sbb aku flashback waktu aku wat keje b4 cikgu tu tegur. aku leh selambe menonong dpn org ramai2 tadi walhal seluar tak zip habis. aku rse akulah perempuan paling bangang hari tu. i laughed at myself. at my foolishness. patutla org asek pandang slack je. cikgu tu ketawe kecik. aku pun ketawe. cikgu tu ckp lagi:

cikgu: xpe,org dah tak ramai,ade wat biase je.
aku: haha,ok. terime kasih kak sbb bgtau.

dlm hati hnye tuhan je yg tau,mamat yg ensem tu still ade kat meja dia. aku bengang and segan nk tgk muke dia yg kacak tu. msti dia nk tgk reaction aku pas realize zip tak tutup.lepas tu dia blah. adus. malusnyes sayes. aku terpakse tebalkan muke. kalaulah aku kure2,tak payah aku wat muke tembok 26inci,and teruskan keje and buat biase like nothing happened. tak kan aku nk meraung guling2 plak. kang masuk metro lagi trouble. so,sejak hari tu,zip seluar sentiase aku check. ni lah first time aku rase bangang dpn public. haha.

second lover

:)

Oh, and when will our heartbeats fall into two lines
And the click-clack of our boot heels beat out the same time
Oh, and when will your hand find itself in mine?
Oh, and when will your hand find itself in mine?

And though I don't know your real name
Your real age, or your shoe size
I will leave this bedroom chair
And this keyboard behind

And I will love you in reality and dreams
And I will love you in reality and dreams

And though it kills me to know
That when we are through
You go to your real lover
Who'll put real kisses on you

Oh well, an ex is about the best that I can do
Oh well, an ex is about the best that I can do

And so this lonely, lonely hull
Has no use left for living
After finding her love
In a heart so unpermitting

And I will die and never ever hold your hand
And I will die and never ever hold your hand

But I'll kiss my lips and I'll blow it to you
It'll be the last thing that I ever do
And wherever you go and whatever you do
There's a man underground that will always love you

Oh, wherever you go and whatever you do
There's a man underground that will always love you

Wherever you go and whatever you do
There's a man underground that will always love you

song by: noah and the whales 


p/s: song for my future lover. i always here.

layan aje.

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But i’ve never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
But all the girls i’ve been with
Things i’ve seen and taste ?

I can be in love
But i just don’t know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it’s working
All the girls don’t matter
In your presence can’t do what you do
There’s a million girls around but i don’t see no one but you

Girl you’re so one in a million
You are
Baby you’re the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i’m certain that
There ain’t nothing better
No there ain’t nothing better than this

You’re not a regular girl
You don’t give a damn about your look
Talking about I can’t do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain’t so
Baby cos my dough don’t know how to end
But that independent thing i’m with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But i just don’t know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it’s working
All the girls don’t matter
In your presence can’t do what you do
There’s a million girls around but i don’t see no one but you

Baby you’re so one in a million
You are
Baby you’re the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i’m certain that
There ain’t nothing better
No there ain’t nothing better than this
Girl you’re so one in a million
You are
Baby you’re the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i’m certain that
There ain’t nothing better
No there ain’t nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you’re one of a kind
That means that you’re the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you’re so one in a million
You are
Baby you’re the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i’m certain that
There ain’t nothing better
No there ain’t nothing better than this
Girl you’re so one in a million
You are
Baby you’re the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And i’m certain that
There ain’t nothing better
No there ain’t nothing better than this



i woke up early this morning. a bit early,at 9am sharp i guess. tepat pukul sembilan. cool kan. haha. then i grabbed my mp3 player coz the air was too silent,everybody's going home. but i'm still here. got one more paper left. wish me luck dear fren.
so,the first song played in my mp3 was,one in a million by ne-yo. it's quite bizarre for me to listen to this kinda RnB song, but it came to my ears in the goddamn loveliest melody lyrics. LOVELIEST? maybe for today.
BTW,this not my fave song. but still,this song soothed me for a while. :)

quote for today. okay.

i wanna go home

semalam ayah masuk hospital sbb die kne buat engiogram. masukkan camera ke jantung dari blood vessel. aku boleh rase kesakitan ayah. ayah cakap jgn risau,procedure biase je,tapi aku tetap risau. pagi ni die still kat hospital. maybe ptg ni release dari ward. ttbe teringat sejarah aku 10 tahun lepas, parutnye kekal bersemadi kat dada aku. mcm robot plak.huhu. syukran ya rabbi. kalau tak,aku tak mungkin tulis blog ni. sekarang ni,aku sgt rindu kat rumah. family tercinta. sebab dorg lah aku study kat uia. redha jela. cita-cita pun aku dah tukar. God knows everything. hari ni semua adik beradik aku ade kat rumah. aku je sorg tertinggal kat sini. sedihnye. mcm hari raye plak. tak dapat makan same2,jalan same2,kemas rumah same2. haih. sokay. lagi seminggu je battle final exam ni. next saturday they gonna pick me here. actually aku yg suruh dorg ame,sbb kalau dorg tak amek,ade sorg lagi makhluk nak hulurkan bantuan hantar aku balik rumah. puhlesss. aku lebih rela naik bus sorg2 heret brg aku balik rumah. huh. tak sabarnye nak balik. balik je terus nak celebrate birthday ayah yg ke 56 tahun 13hb nanti. 23hb plak birthday angah yg ke 25. next month plak birthday ibu, yeay. setiap bulan ade birthday. january and february nanti celebrate birthday ika and along plak,huhu. birthday aku and twin? lum celebrate lagi,uwaaa. i wanna go home. nak celebrate sekarang jugak. tsk2. chill,focus on study first. dah abes jawab paper nanti baru leh enjoyyyyyy! kan. so,go back to your desk. eat the notes. feed your brain atailla. buh bye.

we eat beat poetry!

for the poetry assessment,we were assign to perform poetry event which the themes were given by our outstanding lecturer, ms Sheena. she gave us the beat generation theme to perform. at first,i was blurred  and know nothing bout it. then after several studies i found that beat generation is something different. briefly, it embraced originality and individuality in the way people thought and acted. the beat generation threw out the old rules of literature, music, sex and religion, and its effects are still felt in the world today. cool kan. actually event ni dah lame took place.  sekarang je baru nak letak gambar. hee. it's my first time experience performing on stage! i have to confess that my voice projection was not very good. but i tried my best. it was tough. but we beat  it! thanks to ms Sheena for giving us the highest marks and also the little success. i had a great teamwork. you guys rock. im with you in Rockland!!

setting: beatnik cafe.

rombongan cik kiah ke experimental hall utk perform beat generation poetry,class gitu.

we're flushed with success. we eat beat generation! ngahaha.

 this is the project leader. ni lah tulang belakang section 2. she's also perform. you rock lana!

we're performing! cool.

 mase ni semua performers berdebar2 dan jugak excited nak abeskan cepat2 sbb dah x larat dah. dari tghri sampai magrib ktorg bertapa kat dlm experimental hall.

the hosts: hamiza and shahid a.k.a MOLOQ. .LOL!

chill. selepas perform. legaaaaaaa...

fadzriq and ilida practicing 'the sun'

once again. I'M WITH YOU IN ROCKLAND!!

see you guys next semester.