Peace be upon you. hari ni Sabtuday. i got up at 9.30am this morning. and bangun2 je rse boring. so i made up my mind to go out and escape from boredom. sorry 'royal jelly'. i don't mean it that way. (royal jelly is my lovely room). i went to klcc alone. it's not a big deal to me. but still,i stay cautious in every steps i go. it's not so bad being single right?. i already got used to it. but i don't understand why people see me like i'm doing crime. well, never mind,they can say what they want. this is me :)
hey,im not the subject right now. it's about a book that i just bought from Kinokuniya. see that picture,it's not me,it's Dash & Lily's Book Of Dares. A book written by the bestselling authors of Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist- Rachel Cohn and David Levithan. Have you watch it ? If you haven't,go watch it lah. You'll love the movie and the songs. and i love Michael Cera. Cool guy. :) So,about this book,it introduces a myriad of themes such as friendship,love,letting go, and acceptance. this is the story of Dash, a snarly, witty boy who's not remotely into Christmas, and Lily, a chirpy, carol-singing, Christmas-loving girl. Dash finds a message left by Lily in a red moleskine notebook on the shelves of his favourite bookshop. When he follows her instructions and leaves a reply, an unusual game of dares begins. The notebook passes back and forth and Dash and Lily start to form a relationship.
Whoa. cool! tak sabar nak bace sampai abes.
Now it's my part.
This book makes me wonder how my mr right would be. every girls might think of it. or it just me?.ouch. and i started to wonder what he's doing right now. i wonder if he knows that i'm exist. i wonder if he's looking for me. perasannye =.='
if he does,im sure he can listen to me. "i wait for you to come and take my hand". (gile*wake up la atailla! you're not a princess) hmm,im insane. too much drama movies. LOL. i don't have spare part. but i don't get it how org boleh pasang byk2 kekasih? nak show off? or terlebih kasih sayang nk bg org? what???!! huhu. sorry, im not kinda person. why should i waste those three words for the wrong guys and yet still feel miserable in love? it's sad. (how to know that the person is right for you?) (idk,it's something through your instinct and heartbeat,and together with understanding,honest and trust) (that's how i define 'LOVE'). no matter how hard to find it. it'll be the most precious you'll get,i believe in that. i've been in deep love once,my first love (for me),i thought he's the one. but i was wrong. my heart was terribly broken and i have forgotten the way to love someone. i learned something too,i become more independent. but since then,i deny my feeling. this is my problem now.idk. i pray to God to give me the strength. open and guide my heart to its belong. someday. one day. or it is me who so blind to see the love is in front of me? nevermind. long journey to go. and im willing to wait. i don't wanna think too much. i hope he's not the same person,sorry nazhif. first cut is the deepest. you can keep talking but im walking away. take care! if no one's gonna love me. i'm gonna be okay too. *ayat nak sedih.:p Have a great weekend everybody!
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